Thursday, June 10, 2004

Name: ~ Date: 2004-06-07 Chapter: 1 Anonymous you bitch. what a fucked up fic. Yeah, see the pun? Have a fuck of a life time! Oh, there it is! Well you ass, have a good time being a bitch's whore, does your mom write this badley too? is this where you got your shity talents?! Or maybe you fucked your relatives and somehow got it from them.

Well bye always whore. bye.

One year ago, I would have cried about this. Now, with probably the right influence. I think. This is very entertaining to read thanks to influence from Yomi.

The funny part about flames is that above 90% come from pre-teen authors who are angry when another author tells them how it is really done.

The funniest part is when the young, preteen girl who is on the verge of becoming an author tries to string as many expletives as possible in one or two lines. Of course, with the repetitive 'bitches' and 'whores' stringed together as many times as possible in a single sentence shows how awesome and smart they are!

Anyway. I want to take this apart. This is fun. I swear it is because it doesn't make sense.

Name: ~

Well, you were um, brave(?) enough to leave this behind. Be proud of yourself! Good job, my boy! I mean girl.

you bitch. what a fucked up fic. Yeah, see the pun?

No I don't see your pun. Apologies. Hint: Capitalize the 'y' in 'you' and the 'w' in 'what'. Capitalization is always important to keep in my mind.

Have a fuck of a life time! Oh, there it is!

What is "it"? Life time? I thought it was suppose to be "lifetime". At least you tried, right?

Well you ass, have a good time being a bitch's whore, does your mom write this badley too?

Who is the bitch though? Yes, I'm a fanwhore, but I don't know who's whore I am. Perhaps identifying the proper noun and then shifting the proper to the improper noun might make understanding much easier. No, my mom does not write at all. She mainly reads.

is this where you got your shity talents?!

You spelled 'shity' incorrectly. The 'i' at the beginning of the sentence of 'is' should be capitalized. My parents do not write stories if that is what you mean. I discovered that ability on my own. Thank you for asking. I feel appreciated :)!

Or maybe you fucked your relatives and somehow got it from them.

As a sane, normal sophomore, now to be a junior, I do not practive incest, but since you brought up quite shamelessly, I may assume you do. As common knowledge, you cannot inherit wonderful traits by having sex with someone. If the world was that easy, then I would be passing Chemistry with a B right now :)!

Well bye always whore. bye.

And good-bye to you too :)!

Oh. And please do capitalize the 'b' in 'Bye'. Commas should placed appropriately between 'always' and 'whore'. It is unclear where your verb or subject or even a consistent subject-verb agreement lie.

Ah it's a wonderful life!

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

**Note** I know some of you read it already on my livejournal but I felt like posting it here too**

This can be totally opened for debate and I'd love to argue about this. No flames because I know this can be argued over intelligently.

Okay, so you can call me a pro-feminist. Sort of. Perhaps many yaoi and shounen-ai fans can relate since I dislike this as much as they do.

Anime girls. Video game girls.

Disgusting.

I'm sick of seeing SMILING, SMILING, ADORABLE, INNOCENT, may I point out, SMILING, and if I did not already say this, SMILING, and...SMILING OH HELL. EVERYWHERE. SMILES. BIG EYES. SMILES.

Such a clear representation of what girls truly are. Right. I am not saying portraying girls/women like that is wrong, but there has been too much of it and too many of "us" support it.

Now to continue to the whoring part of this section.

No, I do not harbor "secret jealousy in the very deep dark corners of my mind" but it irritates me to find that the string of female leads in all anime appear to be the same. Of course, we have some that do not fall in this category like Haruna(o?) Sakura of Naruto and Tifa Lockheart of Final Fantasy VII.

A familiarity or exact similarity appears in all anime female characters like the large tendency to be damsel in distress, somewhat flawless of error, exists in a perfect enviornment, and when possessing power to fight, never faces the dirt nor ever suffers wounds that would damage the SMILING, perfect face of the anime girl.

Of course, X/1999's Yuzuriha (who has tasted dirt and blood), Clover's Suu (suicidal by taking the park down with her), and Samurai X's Tomoe (who is dramatic without having to whine, bitch, scream about it).

What is my point?

Lately, so many anime have been having cliched characters that are redundant over and over yet no one seems to notice. The male characters do not seem to bear that much of a problem always bearing the most human quality traits. Why is it that the female lead must be so perfect and why do girl fans love that yet complain about magazine models' perfect complexions?

It puzzles me.

And those who support the flat, dull, and perfect picture of the female lead do not seem to have any concrete reason to support their fandom except for an "I don't know" response.

So what happened to the girl that can kick ass without needing to be dependent on a guy? What happened to the girl that can kick ass, look good ,but does not need to say any words to prove that? (excluding Faye Valentine and Julia of Cowboy Bebop and Haruko Haruhana of FLCL)

I mean, I am not implying that all girls cannot have a guy but not every story needs to be done the same way where a guy chases after a girl and girl is distressed, guy saves her, happy ending. When has a girl ever fell in love with a guy but never had love returned? When has that ever been the female lead that people can truly identify with?

Oh yea. I'm a feminist on the inside.

Female leads I disapprove-->
Inuyasha: Kagome (a bubble-brained high school girl)
Chobits: Chii Motosuwa (perfect complexion)
CCS: Sakura Kinomoto (maybe it's because I've grown up)
Rurouni Kenshin: Kaoru (don't even START)
Final Fantasy 8: Rinoa Heartilly (so much potential...but fails them all)
Shaman King: Anna Kyouyama (Ty's gonna kill me.)
Demon Diary: Erutis (annoying bitch)

Can't think of anymore. I'll continue this later.

Friday, May 21, 2004

Ah there has been so much crap going on. I won't know if I am VP of NHS until Monday or if I can get into Yearbook or not. Danielle is very nice though. I could relate to her. We were both very nervous, haha.

What really frustrates me is this particular person who plays tragic character. Okay so that person seems to know the hell it is that the person is talking about, that is the first impression to me, but now, I think that person has no idea what the hell she thinks she's doing.

Because really, does everyone not agree that it is the easiest role to play victim? Come and have the world chase after you because you are playing the scapegoat, the victim, the one that everyone is after. It's so convenient because everyone would listen to the victim.

"Victim".

And in high school, when both sides are equal, the "victim" is playing bullshit.

Surprises me how the "victim" here is so ........ annoying. Never mind. Should be none of my business, right? I was only trying to say hi, of course.

Damn, do I hate Chem.

I feel touched somehow.

Katherine/Midorichi, I'll slap a new layout on Zatsuroku since I'm trying to figure how to work the thing out, kay?

Friday, May 21, 2004

Ah there has been so much crap going on. I won't know if I am VP of NHS until Monday or if I can get into Yearbook or not. Danielle is very nice though. I could relate to her. We were both very nervous, haha.

What really frustrates me is this particular person who plays tragic character. Okay so that person seems to know the hell it is that the person is talking about, that is the first impression to me, but now, I think that person has no idea what the hell she thinks she's doing.

Because really, does everyone not agree that it is the easiest role to play victim? Come and have the world chase after you because you are playing the scapegoat, the victim, the one that everyone is after. It's so convenient because everyone would listen to the victim.

"Victim".

And in high school, when both sides are equal, the "victim" is playing bullshit.

Surprises me how the "victim" here is so ........ annoying. Never mind. Should be none of my business, right? I was only trying to say hi, of course.

Damn, do I hate Chem.

I feel touched somehow.

Friday, May 14, 2004

Okay, so I have not updated in a month because I have been recently extremely overloaded, more than I have ever in my entire life.

Anyway.

I don't know what the fruck I did to make this layout. And all shall complain "bla bla bla, too many brushes" or "bla bla bla its too bright for my eyes!" or "bla bla bla thhere's too many things, not good!"

It's not your problem you're complaining. It's our problem. I have no idea what I did to get this. Interesting results.

I am so frucking sick of people pretending to be honest people.

"I am just being honest!"

Damn excuse. When you're honest, you don't rub it in their face. "Oooh I hate you. Sorry. I was just being honest."

It's hard having to put up with shit when you want to do things that other people disapprove of you doing.

I am so sick of so many people. This does not include people I normally like talking to. But other people who play honest angel and..

So sick of school

I'm even more sick of people like that person who keeps droning on and on of how his life sucks and how everything sucks and because of that, nothing can be done to help it because as a teen it's all over and the world is closing in.

I'm sick of how everyone is dramatizing everything.

So I am dramatizing but it's not over people and what they're doing and at least I do not have to cave in to myself and believe I'm going to die (As Amberle loves to say, "you're not going to die, you're just going to fail!") or suffer the rest of my life because teen angst has taken its 500% toll.

So. Sick. Of. It.